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  • AS YOU FALL ASLEEP 3-29-11 Song

    Castle of sand against the oncoming tide
    And God won't even let this slide
    But I could face anything
    If you'd say yes.

    To wake up to your laughter
    That's my happy ever after
    The forces of reason try to pry you aside
    Don't let it hold you back.

    For this time every clock has stopped
    When you let me take you in my arms
    This peace consumes my hellish world
    For me, you are the only girl.

    And as you fall asleep
    You sleeping on me
    And it doesn't seem so wrong
    Coz it feels so right.

    The tremor of your breathing
    The pace of your heart beating
    Faster, faster as we're getting closer
    Do you feel mine?
    Do you feel mine?
    Do you feel mine?

    Your slender shirt can barely hide
    The shivers you're keeping locked inside.
    You don't trust me; you've been burnt before
    I know this too well.

    Yield yourself to the rush of my embrace
    And trust my honesty and heaven's grace.
    Believe me, my darling, I truly love you
    You made a man from this former shell.

    And as you fall asleep
    You sleeping on me
    And it doesn't seem so wrong
    Coz it feels so right.

    The tremor of your breathing
    The pace of your heart beating
    Faster, faster as we're getting closer
    Do you feel mine?
    Do you feel mine?
    Do you feel mine?

  • WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? 3-26-11 & 3-29-11 Song

    So I asked you
    You said you didn't know
    I said don't you trust love
    And you said no

    You gave your all before
    And it burnt away your soul
    Clutching your scarred hand to your chest
    You don't wanna say no

    Say no--say no
    You wanna say yes
    Say yes--oh no

    If it's love
    Then what are you waiting for?
    Stop indulging doubt
    Stop keeping score.
    If it's love
    And we're meant to be
    Then why are you so afraid?
    Don't you trust me?

    Don't you trust me?

    I can see it in your eyes
    It isn't right.
    I want you as mine...
    I want you tonight.

    But you're strong against my sin
    Though you're weak where I am wrong.
    And you told me no
    Though you are starting to fall.

    If it's love
    Then what are you waiting for?
    Stop indulging doubt
    Stop keeping score.
    If it's love
    If we're meant to be
    Then why are you so afraid?
    Don't you trust me?

    Don't you trust me?

    The hardest part of love
    Is letting go
    Two years later, there must be a reason
    Why I cannot move on.

    But I am a man now
    And I have grown.
    I said am I too late?
    And you said no.

    Oh no, oh no
    Oh no no no.

    You said

    This is love
    I ain't waiting no more
    You got under my guard
    To draw me close.
    This is love
    And we are meant to be
    And though I am still afraid
    Love, I trust you

    Love I trust you!

  • THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN IN THE WORLD 3-18-11 Poem

    (Inspired by Adam Young's "Lonely Lullaby", for his girlfriend Annmarie.)

    You're so beautiful
    So breathtakingly perfectly beautiful
    At times I literally cannot take my eyes off of you
    And you catch me staring and blush and say "What? What's wrong?"
    When it's only too perfectly right.
    Even your annoying little faults are all the more endearing
    Coz they're all so completely your own
    And it's part of what makes you you.
    And I love you.
    Head over heels for you
    So bitterly and tragically fallen more deeply than ever before.
    You can say no.
    You have more than enough cause to.
    But if you do, it'll break my heart more assuredly than I've ever known.
    All other girls I've been able to get over.
    Not you.
    You are not like them.
    You are unlike them all.
    Every time we touch you send fire through my veins
    Every time I feel your skin my heart races exponentially.
    I miss you so much when we're apart
    So much I can scarcely even breathe.
    I used to laugh at the lovers who used to say such things with annoying languid sighs
    But now I know how true it really is.
    I don't deserve you. Don't see what you see in me.
    You can say no.
    But if you don't
    You'll make me the happiest man in the world.
    And I'm not just saying that.
    You mean more to me than life itself.
    You ARE my life.

    Is it too much to ask, to be thought the most beautiful, desirable, wanted woman in the world?
    Just to one man.

     

  • A NIGHTSONG SAILING FOR YOU 3-28-11 Poem

    Harmony
    Of teardropped lullabies
    Splashing from the skies.
    Symphony
    As falling snowflakes
    Dissolve upon my eyes.

    The chaste lilies bleeding crimson
    Like a disillusioned virgin
    Our fairy castles fill the skies with truth
    But I'd rather dream of you.

    The edge of my pillow still smells of you.
    Like it forgot that you bid me adieu.
    But I won't give up.
    I won't go home.
    As the sun sets over the bleak horizon
    I'll be waiting on the dock for you.

    Breaking beauty
    Hopeless love songs
    Tinged with all the despair of farewell.
    Crying low
    You were all I've ever known
    Only the plucked daisies can tell.

    He loves me
    He loves me not.
    Littering the dew-begotten grass.
    Hades, hell
    Siphoning love away
    Shattering this heart of darkened glass.

    The chaste lilies bleeding crimson
    Like a disillusioned virgin
    Our fairy castles fill the skies with truth
    But I'd rather dream of you.

    The edge of my pillow still smells of you.
    Like it forgot that you bid me adieu.
    But I won't give up.
    I won't go home.
    As the sun sets over the bleak horizon
    I'll be waiting on the dock for you.

    Lying down in a once-warm bed
    Missing what once pillowed my head.
    The frost blows through my opened window
    Coz I still can't believe you're gone.

    The little cracks in my heart all taste of you
    They won't accept that life bid you adieu.
    Standing here on the edge of a knife
    In your arms lies my home.
    As the sun sets over the bleak horizon
    I'll be diving through the ice to find you.

    Your ship sails off to sea
    Leaving behind me.
    As the sun sets over this bleak horizon
    I'll be coming after you.

  • GOOD MORNING 3-21-11 Pong

    Everyone's just out to get their way
    No one cares if your life is pain.
    Why do they say good morning?
    It's just another day.

    No one to love, nothing to work for
    No reason left to live.
    Seeking for a path through the rain
    And then you came along.

    I used to just drag through life
    Mornings always got me down
    They meant another long painful day
    But you aliven everything when you're in my arms.
    And you laugh like you can't believe me
    But baby it's never been so true.
    The best part of waking up
    Is waking up next to you.

    Life used to be synonymous with pain.
    Hey, it sucks. Well welcome to life.
    But with you in my arms, my hand in your hair
    I don't wanna lose this tonight.

    You're making me come alive
    Wake up every morning and smile at the day.
    You're filling me with the sensations that are sunshine and love
    You're the song in my heart and the smile on my face.

    I used to just drag through life
    Mornings always got me down
    They meant another long painful day
    But you aliven everything when you're in my arms.
    And you laugh like you can't believe me
    But baby it's never been so true.
    The best part of waking up
    Is waking up next to you.

    Mornings are pretty crappy
    And I don't like to get out of bed
    But with you I dislike getting up
    For a completely different reason instead.
    I hate mornings coz I wanna go back to sleep
    But when it's you with me
    I love mornings coz I spend them with you
    And I hate that I have to leave.

    I used to just drag through life
    Mornings always got me down
    They meant another long painful day
    But you aliven everything when you're in my arms.
    And you laugh like you can't believe me
    But baby it's never been so true.
    The best part of waking up
    Is waking up next to you.

    The best part of waking up
    Is waking up next to you.

  • SHE'S ENOUGH 3-16-11 Pong

    She's a grown-up, she's a child
    Old enough to settle down
    But she still skips on the sidewalks
    And dances in her car.

    She's strong enough to bear your pain
    And foolish enough to try.
    She's weak enough to still grieve at everyone's heartache
    She cares enough to cry.

    Every morning after
    Her bright-eyed laughter
    Glows through my entire day.
    She's a curse and a blessing
    I don't know what I'm doing
    But I want her to stay.

    She's been hurt enough to go all cynical
    But she still naively falls in love.
    She's big enough at heart to carry you in hers
    But still small enough to fit underneath your arms.

    She filled my life with beauty and hope
    Her being herself sends me flying.
    But is she realizing what I'm discovering
    Or am I just a subject of her empathy?

    Every morning after
    Her bright-eyed laughter
    Glows through my entire day.
    So contradictorily confusing
    I don't know what I'm doing
    But I asked her to stay.

    She's always laughing
    Unless you're crying
    Her heart absorbs all she knows.
    When she's sleeping against me
    And I can feel her breathe
    The whole world pauses
    And suddenly
    Everything's all right
    When she's with me
    And I don't know--I'm so scared
    But she somehow makes it all right
    When she is there
    Darling stay here.

    Darling stay here.

  • I DIDN'T KNOW TILL I SAW YOU DANCING! 3-16-11 Song

    Plodding along on my way through life
    C'est la vie--life sucks, then you die.
    Work through the day so you can live it up at night.
    That's how everyone around me lives their life.

    But you, you're not like us
    So why can you believe in true love?

    Life's just a game and we put on this show
    Play along and go with the flow.
    Gotta just play the hand you're dealt
    But what if I want a queen in my cards?

    I'm in the game for you
    I'm gonna play for you.

    But I didn't know till I saw you dancing
    With your shirt all wet in the rain.
    Your arms flung out
    Spinning like the world
    And I know I'll never find a girl like you
    (a girl like you, girl like you...)
    So come on (come on!) and say my name.
    Come on (come on!) and say my name.

    You laugh at me and my worldly-wise ways
    You've been broken like everyone else, but unlike 'em, you didn't change.
    Believing in trust and love still throws you around
    But you bounce right back up and refuse to stay down.

    You (you), you're not like us
    How can you still believe in true love?

    But I didn't know till I saw you dancing
    With your shirt caught up in the rain.
    Your arms flung out
    Spinning like the world
    And I know I'll never find a girl like you
    (a girl like you, girl like you...)
    So come on (come on!) and say my name.
    Come on (come on!) and say my name.

    I wanna have a queen in my cards
    I'm gonna play till I win your hand.
    You infused my life with hope and love
    When I thought I could never believe again.
    I look around but I see only you.
    I'm in the game for you.

    But I didn't know till I saw you dancing
    With your shirt all wet in the rain.
    Your arms flung out
    Spinning like the world
    Teardrops blinding all over your hair
    Laughter glistening on your lips.
    And I know I'll never find a girl like you
    (a girl like you, girl like you...)
    So come on (come on!) and say my name.
    Come on (come on!) and say my name!

  • THOU, LOVE 3-10 & 3-12-11 Song

                      Em
    [1st vs]  I believed you once
             D
    All your lush imagery.
            C
    You were everything I'd heard of
           Bm
    Everything I dreamed.

    You infused my life with passion
    Beyond all compare.
    Desire, took me higher--
    You said you'd always be there.
                            C         Bm
    [pre-chorus]  And you're sorry now
           C       D
    Well you won't get me back.

                         Em                D
    [chorus]  You can hate me, you can love me
               C                   D6
    But you won't break me apart again.
                  Em                 D
    You can take me wherever you want me
             C                  D
    But you won't make me fall again.

    [2nd vs] You promised me eternity
    Then left me there to die.
    You'd be the one to hold me
    But you only made me cry.

    Like Hollywood, like love songs
    You so gave yourself to me.
    With moonlight and slow kissing
    And words of love to never cease.

    More transient than frost
    Long-suffering as the dew.
    You were no more than a dream
    It hits harder coz I actually believed in you.

                         Em                D
    [chorus]  You can hate me, you can love me
               C                   D6
    But you won't break me apart again.
                  Em                 D
    You can take me wherever you want me
             C                  D
    But you won't make me fall again.

    [end-chorus] You can take me, you can shank me
    But you won't break into me again.
    If you come back in all your glory
    You won't get me to fall again.

    It won't work this time.

  • BEAUTY AND THE BEAST 3-4 & 3-13-11 Song

    With her dazzling wit and intelligence
    And her spunk that's such a delightful challenge.
    The way she laughs and wrinkles up her face
    She practically takes his breath away.

    Her bouncy walk and her trippingly easy tongue
    She passionately believes in one true love.
    It's making him give her a second glance
    Making him wanna give love a second chance.

    For all my life there was a time
    Where I thought I could get away.
    Just avoid love entirely
    But with you everything changed.

    Don't let me down
    I'll work it all out.
    Don't run away
    Just listen to me now.
    You're so out of my league
    But you're the world to me.

    Beauty and the Beast.

    She's like a minor goddess, he's not even cute.
    He's clumsy and she's got scores of smooth moves.
    She can sing the stars out of the sky
    And it only makes him want to cry.

    Dancing gingerly around love
    Pretending his lone self was enough.
    If he never commits to anyone
    Then no one can ever break his heart.

    But she's broken down his walls
    And broken through and got his heart.
    Now nothing he has is safe from her
    And he wants to have her all.

    For all my life there was a time
    Where I thought I could get away.
    Just avoid love entirely
    But with you everything changed.

    Don't let me down
    I'll work it all out.
    Don't run away
    Just listen now.
    You're so out of my league
    But you're the world to me.

    Beauty and the Beast.

    I don't deserve a thing about you
    But does that mean I can never be happy?
    You may be a too-far distant star
    But your warmth is so open and accepting right here.
    I will love you and I will want you
    And I will tell you every day.
    I don't deserve a girl like you
    But that just means I'm gonna change.

    Once upon a time there used to be a day
    When I thought I could just hide away.
    But I couldn't avoid love at all
    With you everything changed.

    Don't let me down
    I'll work it all out.
    Don't run away
    Just listen to me now.
    You're still so out of my league
    But you mean the world to me.

    Beauty and the Beast.

  • MAYBE IT'S LOVE; MAYBE IT'S TRUE. 3-13-11 Song

    My sister getting married on July 18th
    All dressed in white
    So excited for her big night.
    I stood up there to hear her take her vows
    Caught the banquet she threw
    And caught the eye of the best man of the groom.

    To help the bride and groom (or so he said)
    We spent the day together
    Making sure nothing went wrong.
    And by the time the music came on
    He asked most every other girl to dance
    Like he was waiting for a chance.

    They were gone by the time darkness flew
    But we were still dancing on the floor

    Maybe it's love
    Maybe it's true.
    Maybe you want me
    Maybe I want you too.
    Maybe these feelings
    Could be something more.
    Maybe if you ask me...
    Maybe I won't say no.

    Dangling my heels in my hand to get a breath of fresh air
    No one else was outside.
    The bride was so beautiful that night.
    We sat on the fountain and talked till dawn.
    When they came to find us
    Still felt like we had barely begun.

    And he took me in his arms to say goodbye
    When he pulled away, something was sparking in his eye.

    Maybe it's love
    Maybe it's true.
    Maybe you want me
    Maybe I do too.
    Maybe these feelings
    Could be something more.
    Maybe if you ask me...
    I won't say no.

    Two weeks later, my sister's coming-home party that night
    A kiss goodbye
    Started something more inside.
    Falling in love like we couldn't help a thing.
    And who's to say
    Maybe it was meant to be that way.

    Two years later I was the one in white
    And he's crying
    Coz I said yes when he asked me to be his bride.
    I do, he said, and I cried, and he kissed me
    And we were the ones slipping out
    Leaving everyone else dancing.

    This is love
    And it's so true
    I feel you reaching for me as I'm here in your arms
    And you know I love you too.
    These feelings
    Grew to be something more
    Coz you asked me, darling.
    And I never want to say no.