Drowning in the sorrows of this world
Cannot see a way of escape.
They all tell me my hope is proving useless
And they seem right till I fall to my knees and pray.

Never tell me his grace is not sufficient
Where I am weak, my Lord, he is strong.
Never tell me that he can't see me through it.
Even though I'm lost in the valley, he'll bring me to the dawn.

I don't know what to say, or what to think or do
Too stressed out to make the right choice.
Oh Lord, cut through this fog to bring me back to you.
Through all my busy life I can't seem to hear your voice.

Never tell me his grace is not sufficent
Where I am weak, my Lord, he is strong.
Never tell me that he can't see me through it.
Even though I'm in the valley, he'll bring me through till dawn.

I don't believe--I don't believe
Lord open up my eyes and make me see.
Faith is dying--I'm lost at sea
I believe, Lord Jesus, help my unbelief.

Never tell me his grace is not sufficient
Where I am weak, you're strong enough for me.
Never tell me that he can't see me through it.
You wrote out my life for me when you laid yours upon that tree.

The rain hasn't stopped for a night
And no one sees the sun.
She put her everything in him
But he's shown he's not the one.

C'est la vie, you know it's true
Life drags on until you die.
How can your heart still hope
Through the tears in your eyes?

When love is not enough
And no one else is worth the cost
In the eye of the storm
Do you believe in the sun?

Do you bleed sunshine?
Do you sing the stars from the sky?
Do you embody love?
Do you write your poetry in blood?
Do you save the world
By the sacrifice of your soul?
And through your breaking heart
Do you sing "Here comes the sun"?

Miracle of love has proven this:
You keep on believing no matter the cost.
The danger is part of the beauty of love
Though you have loved and lost.

Freely come or freely go
Nothing but her heart to take.
Nothing worth quite so much
I'll take you back.

When love is not enough
And no one seems to be worth the cost
In the eye of the storm
Do you believe in the sun?

Do you believe in sunshine
When you wipe the tears from your eyes?
When no one knows of love
And the players are out for blood
And you can't save the world
Though to do so you've sold your soul
And through the bleeding pain
You can't see the sun for the rain?

When love is not enough
And no one else is worth the cost
In the eye of the storm
Do you believe in the sun?

Do you bleed sunshine
While you bring on the sun?

Do you believe in the sun?

I believe in sunshine
And I'll sing the stars from the sky
As I try to live love
All my words are writ in blood
But I will save your world
In grasping your hand I'll touch your soul
As through this blinding heart
We sing "Here comes the sun"
Let's sing "Here comes the sun"

We sing:
Here comes the sun.

Can't bring myself to take the first step
And you know it's killing me.
Coz the phone just seems to be calling your name
With every moment it's not ringing.

I can't get you off my mind
I wish I could hate you but I can't even try

You're not sorry
You know you tear me open
With every look from your blue eyes
You're not sorry
You know I was crying
By my phone all through the night
You're not sorry
And I don't how to say
I don't know what to do.
You're not sorry that you ripped me apart
And made me fall in love with you.

Every stupid rule and I'm sick of it
He loves me, he loves me not.
You used to care whether I was happy or sad
Now you're not even sorry you got caught.

You're not sorry
You know you tear me open
With every look in my eyes
You're not sorry
You know I was just waiting
By my phone all through the night
You're not sorry
And I don't how to say
I don't know what to do.
You're not sorry that you ripped me apart
And made me fall in love with you.

What was wrong with me?
Why was it so easy to cheat?
I don't understand
You still hold me in the palm of your hand
And I can't get away.
Doesn't matter I was betrayed.
Doesn't matter what you do.
I still love you.

I'm not sorry
That I'm here grieving
Though you've moved on.
I'm not sorry
That you've shown your true colors
And I've shown that I truly loved.
I'm not sorry
And though, yes, I'm hit worst
At least I know it's true:
That I knew what true love was all along
Coz it's what I had for you.

I'm not sorry
Though you walked away
I'm not sorry that I loved you.

Some people just have it so easy.
There's no broken aching road for them.
They get all the luck
They've never lost their best friend.

Some people never find what they're seeking.
They know what it's like to bleed.
They never can make it back to December
Some people like me.

Some people have it all together
Some people have it all figured out.
They get whatever they want.
Some people are never crossed in love.

Some people always fall for the wrong sort of men
The boys with smiles on their lips but they're bad way too deep.
And they never notice you standing there.
Some people like me.

Some people know who's in their league
They're perfect, patient, good, and true.
And they'd never ever fall for someone like me
Some people like you.

Some people are destined to be left alone
To think of you every time they sleep.
To never be able to be with you.
Some people
Like me.

The mortar of blood
And shattered hearts
Holding you together, but I can see through.
Prying off your mask
To let you know
You can trust me with the pieces.

I'm determined
I'll see this through.
Send hell my way.
I'll still fight for you.

Nothing will break you free except me
You won't fall when the girl taking you higher is me.
I'm not content with a few cracks in your mask
I'll break it off entirely.

Getting under your skin
Every moment I can
And half the time I don't even know.
Whether you will or no
I'm getting inside
And I will come in.

I'm determined
I'll see this through.
Send hell my way
I'll still fight to you.

You're slowly falling, gradually yielding
Letting me take you higher here.
I'm not content with a few cracks in your mask
I'll break it off entirely.

You need someone in your life
Who will make you stronger
Someone who will help you see.
It's okay to have walls
It's okay to let them down
It's okay to fall with me.

It's only the strong who can admit they're weak
And you know you're weakest
Every time when you touch me.
Don't live life in this lie
Believe what you know..you can trust me.
Take me or not
But I am in your life.

And I will keep getting inside.

I will not give up
I will see this through.
Like it or not, I'm yours
And I love you.

My warmth in your heart
I am breaking you free
You can fall in my arms
When you're flying with me.
I am breaking through your mask
But that's not enough for me.
I will break it off entirely.

Fall for me, darling.
Coz I've fallen for you.
Break through all those walls
For good.

Falling for you
As you're falling for me.
Letting me inside
Finally.

(Still working on the bridge & ending...but it's taking a while, so here's what I got so far. I am slightly obsessed with the idea of a childhood/best friend romance  [a la Taylor Swift's "Mary's Song" (cutest song ever!!!)]---I mean, meeting your true love when you were 4 or 10 or 12 and getting to spend the rest of your life with them? Who needs a shining knight on a white horse? So anyways, this song is just playing around with the same idea that I've written about a thousand times before. Enjoy!!)

[1st vs] Falling in love but trying to stop
Everyone's telling me to slow down
We're too young, you're too eager; we'll regret this soon
Coz you ain't the type to stick around.

But you reach for me and swear your love
You may be young, but you dang well know your own heart.
You're my best friend and I'm so scared
And you know just words are not enough.

[chorus] Every time we touch
I feel my walls breaking down.
Every time we kiss
You flood away my doubts.
And I didn't see what it's doing to me
But I think you know
Coz every time we kiss I find myself
Falling in love again.

[2nd vs] My momma hates what this is doing to me
So in love, so scared, can't even eat.
And they tell me not to even try
This is killing me inside.

But since first grade we were best friends
There's gotta be something to be said for that.
And you promise it'll stay that way
You'll keep me safe.
You'll keep me safe.

[chorus] Every time we touch
I feel my walls breaking down.
Every time we kiss
You flood away my doubts.
And I didn't see what it's doing to me
But I think you know
Coz every time we kiss I find myself
Falling in love again.

(Kind of random...but hey. You take what you can get.)

Bloodthirsty sucker that you are
You didn't care that you tore into my heart
Took me down and drained me dry
And with my heart you took my life.
You cad, you player, you didn't care
When you turned me over and left me there.
Like a thief in the night you just broke in
And now with this ending a new thing began.
You know, once (long ago) I believed in love
But love for you wasn't enough.
Bloodthirsty sucker out alone in the dark
Staked me, bled me through the heart.

It's been two years and I've dang well moved on
Never knew you could lie to yourself and be so wrong.
At the touch of the button you can still find
All the memories you thought you left buried behind.
The photos on Facebook of you and me
That day when we reveled in the sunlight at the beach.
The heart-captured memory of the way you held me
As we broke the grass and broke our hearts in our dancing.
You cared about me, you loved me, you worshiped me, you did.
I think you thought you meant every word you said.
I still remember the way you would gaze at me
Like every word I said was worth the wealth of kings.
I still remember the sparks of your touch
I remember when weekends were never enough.
And everything you said I wrote down in my mind
To keep it safe against the danger of time.
It's still there; hidden away.
I fear now it'll be there till my dying day.
You were so beautiful. I still remember it now.
I don't know how to forget that. How to move on.
When you find true love and you let it go
How can you go on when it came to a no?
And now you're so happy with someone else.
It's not like I wanted you to be miserable all your life.
And I loved you more truly. I know that now.
But I still wish it had taken you longer to move on.
And I hate her, I hate her, I hate her
She took even my memory from you.
She made you forget you once swore to be true.
She made you forget what you knew you had to do.
It's been two years. And I find I can still bleed
Over nostalgic rain and a little too-easy stalking.
So I can still grieve. So I bleed and you don't.
So I damned myself to self-destruct.
Though my blood cringes away, my heart chooses this path:
To know that I wasted what I once had.
To still believe in true love.
That wasn't what you had.
And it was what I had all along.

I miss you...I still do. And you don't at all.
Does that make me weaker, that I was the one to fall?
Does it make me the weak one, that I believed your lies?
Or do I still have something that you will never find?
But bar heaven or hell, it doesn't matter anymore.
Whether or not your life is better or mine is the higher road.
I'm still stuck here grieving in a portion of my heart.
Still having to try not to think of you at nights in the dark.
The despair is worse than the knowledge of this:
That I'll always carry this pain to some extent.
But after two years? Does love really last that long?
Even when it was only on my side. How can that still go on?
Do you never get over someone? Are you always left to cry?
I miss you...and I still smiled at you when you told me you were doing fine.
It was nice knowing you. Have a nice life.
Yeah, I don't even care if you know that you won the round that time.
You loved me, you left me without looking back.
I'm the one who lost. And that was my last chance.
Left alone with questions unresolved in my mind
Nothing left to answer them but the haunting reaches of time.

Staring into the fathoms you left behind
Not even God can heal me this time.

I thought two years would be enough.

Do you never get over someone?
Do you never move on?